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Hey, Ms. Parker…

rhealtallque — Fri, 18 Dec 2009 16:10:42 +0000

I didn’t wanna do it… I didn’t wanna dooo iiittt!! LOL, BUT I HAD TO LET YOU HEAR IT HERE FIRST!

Music: Young Money — “Ms. Parker”

OMG! I wrote this song when I was drunk and sent it to Lil’ Wayne and they put it on the Young Money Album that will be in stores December 21st. This song is hilarious for sooo many reasons. I didn’t really write I think they were inspired by one of my favorite ghetto movies, Friday when they’re like, “hi Mrs. Parker *whisper* when you gon’ let me fuck Mrs. Parker?” Let me find the scene… Here it is:

Anyway, I wouldn’t encourage anyone to but the album because if this hot garbage made it to the final cut then, uhmm… NO! It sounds like a joke, I hope it is… In any matter… “Heeeyy, Ms. Parker…” LMAO — This ish is RIDICULOUS!

Does Anybody Have Standards Anymore?

rhealtallque — Fri, 18 Dec 2009 05:18:47 +0000

In the above photo is Dalen of VH1’s I Wanna Work For Diddy 2. Dalen is like the perfect example of (factors of) standards. I do not know why my standards are so high because I am aware of who I am, all my flaws and my appearance. Nevertheless, my standards are high and they are not getting any lower… Trust, I’ve tried settling, my mind/heart/stomach would not allow! I can’t say I have a type because I am complex and there are a lot of things I like and dislike so … Let me just break it down for. After watching the last episode of I wanna work for Diddy I felt compelled to put Dalen on display. Dalen isn’t the most attractive man physically. People look at his face and say “he’s regular…” BUT he’s NOT. Dalen can dress his a** off which it like 4 points! He has a gorgeous smile which is like 5 points (to me) and he’s educated which is actually a necessity so he only gets 1 point for that. Dalen is a 10! You see where pretty teeth, dressing well, and having an education gets you? That’s the superficial aspect of it. I don’t know what kind of man Dalen is, but he seems goal oriented, determined, laid back… Which are all great things. Who wants an unattractive, lazy, uneducated man, with no goals? Hmph! Not Meh! By educated I mean at least one degree (in progress) in something that requires thinking… If dude only has a high school diploma/GED, I don’t see that working. What kind or job does he have? What is that conversation going to be like? Can he spell? I think a lot guys in college are stupid and you stopped at high school? Don’t get me wrong there are plenty of intelligent men who only have an HS diplomas, I know college isn’t for everyone. There are also men who just sit on their degrees and do nothing, that’s unacceptable. Nevertheless, college educated men tend to have better jobs and it’s not all about the money. It’s about convo, it’s about drive/determination, it’s about wanting something better out of life. Are we on the same level? Will I have to upgrade/transform him? I’d rather not. I’d prefer we inspired each other with our ambition. I don’t want him to work multiple jobs to get by, I’d like him to be his on boss and set his on schedule. Am I wrong for that? No, really… Am I? I’m just talking potential marriage, but then again why would I even waste my time dating someone I’m sure I wouldn’t want stay with fro the rest of my life…? Hmmm… IDK. In any matter, if a man is well dressed, well versed and has nice teeth … Shawty’s a 10!

But this is all hypothetical I don’t think I’ll ever find or be found by a man (or woman) I’d consider marrying or even being in a serious relationship with. I just don’t see it. I mean I’m a nice person, compassionate so I show people love naturally, but I don’t … Know! I just… I’ll pick up on this in another entry.

“I JUST WANTED IT TO SNOW”

rhealtallque — Thu, 17 Dec 2009 18:24:50 +0000

rhealtallque — Thu, 17 Dec 2009 07:55:38 +0000

Chris Brown Twitter Burial

rhealtallque — Tue, 15 Dec 2009 06:38:46 +0000

Protected: [I Can’t Get No] Satisfaction

rhealtallque — Wed, 02 Dec 2009 16:13:14 +0000

Hey Baby…

rhealtallque — Wed, 02 Dec 2009 15:51:41 +0000

You miss me? I know, I miss you too… LOL

Wonderland

rhealtallque — Mon, 23 Nov 2009 18:42:31 +0000

Someone referred the following poem to me and after reading it “Your Body is A Wonderland” was stuck in my head.

Rainforest

you are forest rain

dense with life green colors

forever pulling the blue of life into you

see you walk and

i would burst rainwater into you

swim in & out of you

opening you like anxious earthquakes

uncontrollable but beautiful & dangerous.

get with this woman come

fire frozen beauty,

men cannot sleep around you

your presence demands attention

demands notice

demands touch & motion & communication.

you are runner

swift like warm hurricanes

fast like stolen firebirds

& you disrupt the silence in me

make me speak memories forgotten & unshared.

secrets uttered in strange storms,

deep full sounds reserved for magical,

magical lovers.

listen runner

i have shared pain with you,

i have commented on future worlds to you,

i have let you touch the weak & strong of me,

i have tasted the tip of your ripeness &

kissed sweat from your middle.

i have bit into your mouth and

sucked the lifeforces from your insides and

i know you. Understand you.

i have shared books and travel and music and

growth with you.

sweet knows honey & I know you.

under salted water tides

& running against polluted earth

i’ve tried to be good to you woman

tried to care beyond words

care beyond distant spaces

sensitive phases & quiet lies care

beyond cruel music & false images.

you are original high & dream maker

& true men do not try to limit you.

listen woman black

i do not wish to dominate your dreams

or obstruct your vision.

trust my motion feel

know that I am near & with you

& will cut the cold of winter winds to reach you.

you are delicate bronze

in spring-summers & special autumns

you are forest rain

dark & runner & hurricane-black frequently

i say frequently I bring you midnight rain.

haki madhubuti

Music: “Your Body is A Wonderland” — John Mayer

Home Is Where the Heart Is

rhealtallque — Thu, 19 Nov 2009 06:50:24 +0000

Music: John Mayer – “Gravity”

I can’t sit still, like I have serious ADHD… And every thing that smells like any type of food is revolting. I think I’m gonna puke! But anyway, I am realizing that whatever job I have when I grow up better pay well and I’ll NEED lots of days off because I can’t stay in certain places for long periods of time with no retreat. I find it sad that I currently feel I have to run away from an empty house… I hate it! I have had a cool hangout spot. I’ve become bored with it now. I see the same things and the same people daily, I’m over it. Why can’t I just focus one thing, feel at home or at least comfortable in one place?

How do I become content with me? I mean, I’m obviously the problem. Show me the cause and I’ll be the solution.

Flash Back

rhealtallque — Tue, 17 Nov 2009 01:11:03 +0000

Wow! I hadn’t heard this song in… probably years until today a car rode passed me blasting it! I was like that used to be my shit! So here it is, Song of the Day:

Foo Fighters — Best of You